Wo Shi Smelly Chipmunk

byebye

2007-01-02T12:51:00.000+08:00

haha. like what jason expected, i more or less lost the want and "passion" to blog. haha.
i guess im gonna abandon it soon=)

xperience

2006-12-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

at last im back from NUS..
this camp is like so scamming, making the course seem as if it is so easy to enter but you still need at least 3 As to enter, which makes this course more of a "medicine rejects" course..
initially i was already thinking of not going into the gynae thing (though most prob i CMI) then into the pharmacy industry since its like so fun to be filling up capsules, meet funny people asking funny questions, finding our new medicines etc... and i will still b able to serve the area that i like... ha.
then on our trip to SGH i met this guy who told us about the another side to this whole course.. though he was there for a year already, he has never been to the lab where we filled the capsules all that and so far all he has done was to mug and cramp all the medical stuff into his head. haha.
so now, im ambition-less again. so meaningless to lead life like that.

for tha two nights i have a weird person beside me who prefers to sleep without a pillow and a bolster. ha. suddenly i miss aunty eunice my OCIP bedmate. though she almost kicked me down the bed once. haha.

SHPs

2006-12-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

talking to jaz (tan) brings back loads of priary school memories. especially the stuff that we do tgt and the little crazy crushes that the 2 primary school girls go gaga about. haha. caterpillar...haha. we even checked out his school and everything that we can find out. crazy memories.
a friend in need is a friend in deed.
a struggle within me for the past week is finally out. like a whole piece of undigested matter staying in yout rectum for a week and now when it's out, its much more comfortable.
i know i will gt over this soon. very soon. good bye memories with "you" in it.

no title 3

2006-12-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

sister told me blog.
haha. i have not much to say actuali though i returned from cambodia all those and the kids there are really fantastic. ha. the shopping is too. thought we were like given a mere 2 hours to DROP TILL YOU DROP which apparently isnt the case.

i miss songha (left). i miss ti2. i miss srey vet. ok..mayb a little bit of srey nat. haha.
i dunno what to say already.
poor blog. im gonna abandon you soon.

thanks to...

2006-11-23T00:25:00.000+08:00

zhaoxiang (who thot that was 12 when its oly 11pm on 22nd)
sisters!!
ginny
er jie
piggy
wingwing
meifang
rung rung
liu qing.......................

thank God for you guys =)

no title 2

2006-11-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

this year may be one of the most memorable birthday i ever had.
spending half of the day in school, den at the airport den on a plane. a small plane.
my first ever budget airline trip.
OH my NIang. cheapo.
mummy said if i were to take singapore airlines, i will have a free cake. haha. so sweet of them. i guess this accounts for the expensive air tix.

some people were like saying how difficult it is to buy a gift for me.. have to comsider bout this this that that. haha. quite untrue! rach love everything as long as it is practical and thoughtful (but all presents should be thoughtful rite??!!!)
so, i love love love all presents, esp er jie's. its was reel nice and full of love. haha. THANKS ER JIE!!!

im gonna sit on the small small plane in 19 hours time.. haha.
God bless rach in that mini plane =)

yay!

2006-11-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

the pics are up! cell celebration!
today there was like supposed to be something funny at the foolsball table according to piggy lo. haha. but we din take any pic. quite a waste but nevermind =) im onli 16 going on to 17.
let me show you my BEAUtiful cell.

the quan jia fu is still not complete cuz da ge and xiao xiao is missing......... haha. photographer: Yip Wing Sum. so the people are actuali vv BEAUtiful but due to the lousy photography skills, the picture can look nicer.

normally when you grow older, people would say stuff like:
you must be more mature
you must be more dong shi
you must be obedient
you must study hard
and the list goes on...
but today, leng louy said: zhang da le, yao da ban duo yi dian! haha. something along those lines. haha. (i shall try!)

N.B. si jie. i can see your efforts in squeezing in your face.

though this is like a slice but to our cell mummy, i really appreciate it =) thanks.

soo sae that rach cant be emo.
haha. this is so so so emo and sosososoos BEAUtiful. haha. the helium balloon is dying of in my room le. nua nua already.

may our cell support one another in prayer!

titleless

2006-11-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

i guess i should be overwhelmed with happiness now but unknowingly the sense of sthg being striped away overcomes. i knew sthg would happen despite being assured that it wouldnt. i finally understood the meaning of motive.

4elle

2006-11-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

today, we had another 4L gathering!!! yay! ha. it was rather sian actuali..ha

but all those cold jokes are horrendous.

to be able to see those small boys again is cool.. seeing how they are slowy growing up and of course those girls again.. (though i see like almost all of them daily in school or in church).

haha. samuel definitely beefed up alot. like seriously more macho and slightly bigger.. haha. and those talking that he can vomit out....OMN. no wonder he can capture my sec2 mummie's heart. hahha.

Qingyang really did a good job again this time. haha. so proud of him. but still, his is not the main thing.

i think in all my years in AH, i lead a sheltered and pampered life that i dun know what the hell is it outside. even if i know it, i have never experienced it before. pple alwaes tok about those gangfights etc and i used to think that it will never happen to me due to the reason that the people around me are all good boys and girls. haha.

this littel brother of mine, who usually said weird stuff like: i feel like tasting blood of whatsoever, allowed me to experience the limits of a damn ah beng.

the guys were just toking at their normal volume and contents, perhaps with some high frrequency laughter from them at times. and there was a BD ah beng (BDAB) in front listening to some music of his. then he got bu shuang and said: diam la. den we remained silent for a second. den later we continues. thhen this time, BDAB started hurling a whole string of vulgarities which only protrayed his low level of IQ and barbaric nature. and the little bro of mine (LBOM) said sthg which den made the BDAB storm to the back of the bus, ie to us. LBOM said sthg again which allowed the BDAB to know who was it who made the comment and then started to punch him and hit him. (which i din see, cuz i simply dun wanna dirty my eyes by looking at those STUPID BRAINLESS LOW CLASS WITLESS RAT doing those ILLOGICAL stuff to my fren and i, as a fren, cant do anything.

i was shocked and i seriously duno what to do. my fingers just naturally pressed 999. haha. but i realised that i dunno wad to sae and it could make things worse. nat and jazz was like so cool and they were trying to negotiate with the RAT which didnt seem to work out well initially. i feel so useless but its like this is my first time with such stuff. OH NO! that time i saw sthg like this before! but not as hiong. and that time my fingers pressed 999 too but im like to hum chi to do anything else from there. that one was less serious cuz no contact occurred and the ah beng was rather pathetic. SMALL AND SCRAWNY, TRYING TO ACT BENG BY HAVING A FEW STREAKS OF BRIGHTLY COLOURED HAIR. ha. uneducated microscopic bacteria who cant contribute to this community but dirty it wherever they step.

does this show that people who dun study are liddat?

or rather, those who are lessly or unwilling to receive testbooks education are liddat?

the BDAB was like saying some stuff but i only caught the word: ANG MOH> and when he got down the bus, this supposed street-smart guy tapped his card and the sound was that of ours.

does having tatoos mean that they are not right. as in sleazy? (not a good assumption though).

in a nutshell, dun get associated with such braindead people or rather say, VIRUSES (i wanted to sae ant to show how minute they are, but i realised that ants are so hardworking that they are even better than these sleazy rats.). dun stoop down to their level and let them touch you. they are so dirty and insignificant. and dun even reply to what they sae for their language are not meant for our ears. it belongs to Altvatar or sembwaste.

you go boy! we are all with you.

TONGLIN

2006-11-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

haha. happy birthday tongling! (i doubt she wil ever see this though). chusheng is reeeellll big. but san jie like can lo... haha. and chusheng LOVE to show off his chest muscles. haha. he will alwaes ask people to feel his boobs moving. haha. quite zai actuali. haha. i suddenly recall me drawing him as a big gorilla with braces (though he didnt wear any) on my blue winnie book when i was sec3. haha. cuz that year 3L and 3G is on the same level and that guy seem to have some bladder problem and keep on going to the toilet, passing by 3L and making loads of noise. haha. GORILLA!!

whatever

2006-11-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

i realised it takes so long to build up a good and loving impression (or what other kinda impression) and it takes just one mere action to crash it. perhaps not completely but it still crashes it.

i didnt know it thrills you so much to waste my time and talk to the person and like be bombarded by him. sorry lor. i am merely a student. Piracy isnt much of my business at this time. and actuali i dun need your Shi she. keep for yourself ba.

since you know that he does not like the idea then why still ask me to go "inform " him. the time used can definitely converted into quality rest time.

you are not the only one who has it.. there are stil like others with it? only that its more convenient for me. but still, singapore is SMALL.

=(

2006-11-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

gone is trust.love.patience.discipline
it used to be trust.patience.discipline.wisdom
here is the new desire.
the never ending of human desire
the unceasing desires of rach.

here comes desire!

DURA cele

2006-11-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

haha. we went to the HAWKER CENTRE beside explanade. ha. where we had an rather ex dinner and it is not filling at all. sian.
but later, the main dish makes up for it all!! yum yum! some icecream that san jie and i created ourselves. made up of belgian choc, macademia nut and cookie and cream with strawberry and hot fudge. yum. and THE FONDUE!!! oh my niang. though its bo hua but it was still cool. haha. if the few of us really belong to the same parents, i guess they have to earn at least 9 k per month to fill our stomach. ha.
then later we walked to eplanade when i saw someBODY there.. haha stil ask us to do some funny funny actions for tongling's bday. haha. cool.. get it from her soon!
the pooh balloon is quite malu-ating.. hahaa. esp when i was taking the bus home. everybody was like looking at me! (but cant blame them la. everybody would definitely want to look at mei mu rite!)

zai zai zai!!

2006-11-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

at last im able to eat sakae sushi!! haha. yay! though not with the girls, but i guess it with the class people are good enough!! haha. so full now. but somehow i think i didnt eat as much as i did in the past when i cant even stand up straight after the meal. haha.
i ate the 3 kinds of chawanmushi. haha. pumpkim tori and sakae. of which pumpkin is the worst! ha. only the mini mushrooms are nice. haha.
oh no! i just recall that i din ji siao that ap WAITRESS with the surname teek before leaving. sian. ha.
i dun feel like blogging today. ha.
the lariam pills are acting on me...

WWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! dura outing tml!!haha yay!

cool stuff!

2006-11-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday during training i heard one of the dumbest and most *******ad thing that could ever come out from the mouth of a sports player.
i ran 5k yesterday already.

am i supposed to say: oh well done. your stamina had definitely improved a whole hell lot! since you ran 5k yesterday and is trying to hint to me that you dun wan to run and think that you are great!

well done!

im turning red.

2006-11-14T15:45:00.000+08:00

first time im typing entries in shraon's home.
oh well
its like only 10 minutes after trg
and im like burning with fury.
Thank God that the volcano didnt erupted. maybe i terrorised ginny a little just now. ha
Thank nGod for reminding me the verse that has sthg like in your anger do not sin. if not, all the swear words would definitely stream out of my mouth like water.
let me start. im dying.
why do people only want things to be done and yet they are not putting in the effort themselves. what a big contradiction. you told me the problem (showing that you know the exisdtence of it and you are one of the contributors to it). so why dun you put in the effort to solve it to, other than waiting for others to do it. being the cap doesnt mean that im the super woman who is able to do everything. you dun even cooperate. so dun waste my time. what do you evenm know about your own teammates. damn.
i dunno is it the difference in perception but to me, i believe that there's a time for everything. i remember in primary school, i wrote this poem for one of my art pieces:
there is a time for everything
a time to play
a time to study
and a tiome to sleep

so since it is training time now, shouldnt you have the damned discipline of a sports player and train properly? OR SHOULD THIS NOT BE THE CASE?
shouldnt training time be used to train and not socialise?
stop your talk and convert those energy to court energy!
blah. and later they are gonna tok bout this. im tired of it.

i tried to love you with all that i have. and i did. but the time used to love you is much much longer than the time used to errode all the love away. i have al the reason under the sun to love you and no reason to not like you. but i dun know why in the world would it be like this. from when did it started out like that?
i guess i know it.
(whoever you think it is=) )

sunbearbear

2006-11-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

kelvin said that im a possessive gf. haha.so funny. but i agree with him lo. i was complaining about some sickening people den he said that of me. ha so intersting.
but what i wish/hope,
i wanna be a XIAO NU REN!!! submissive wife. ha.
who knows i may not even marry when i grow up.
or that i may return back home tml.

but still i duno where i can find my future spouse. ha. Singaporeans are getting more braindead and CMI, ungentlemanly, insensitive...MCP.... the list continues. how how how. haha. so, ANGMORS are still the best choice.
and rach dun wan businessmen. ha. they have glib tongue to bluff you. ha. so random.

i din blog for a day!

2006-11-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

haha. i din blog for a day!
crazy.
at last, pw is coming to an end. or at least it just ended a few minutes ago after piggy printed my i and r.
praise the Lord. Praise HIM. lalala.
i so happy.. though i din do well for my op, im stil glad that at last all this critical thinking stuff are at last gone. haha. (not say i thought of alot of stuff). ha. i think im rather slack in my pw group. its like i dun write neither do i organise stuff like wing does. ohwell... its all over.
actuali if you sae my pw group is boring, i wun tink so now. at least we are like relaxing more recently.. ha. and we took damn alot of pic. ha. not alot but still more then others la. haha. self delusion.
oh my niang. its like so fast! 8months past. its seems to be like only last week when they gave us the question paper. definitely mr hoe taught me how to read the question paper inside out. extracting every single piece of requirement. ha. PI totally screw people up. ha. i meet mr hoe for countless times but only 20% of what he said went in. others went out=) but still OP is the funniest of it all. ha. trying to smile when talking. like a fool.
PRAISE HIM!!! =)
we went to shan's house for the first time and its super zai. as in the food. its ultra zai. her mother made pizzas for us. and its like pizza from the freshest ingredients and flour. haha. cool. no wonder shan is such a food lover too. ha.

to my darling piggy!!

2006-11-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU MISS SHARON PIGGY LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS
SHE IS THE PRETTIEST AND KINDEST PERSON I HAVE EVER EVER EVER MET
THIS PIG HAD KINDLY HELPED ME PRINT MY I AND R
AND MY HOLISTIC SELF REPORT WHICH IS COMING SOON.

(she asked for this anyway)

why do people want to date?

2006-11-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

ha. this is so random.
but why do people at our age wanna date now.
somebody tell me why kie.

like what esther asked me in the past, if you are not gonna marry your present special one, then you date for wad.

then i recall of a fren of mine. she is rather close to me. as in we know each other ever since we could talk baby language and play. ha. she is forever changing bf. and they are all part of her gang. as in her clique. its like changing bf every now and then. like brother no 1 for january den bro no 2 for feb and so on. THE MAIN POINT IS WHY DO PEOPLE SAY I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND I DUN EVER WANT TO GET SEPARATED FROM YOU when they break the relationship the next month. and why do they sae forever.

ha. last fri which is yday, i saw my cousin and she was like right in front of me but i din see her. ha. she has to call me and tell me that she is right in front of me lo. ha. and i saw a new guy. ha. quite scrawny and skinnny. and fair. the windblowsandherehefliesaway..........

remember the titans.

2006-11-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

hmm. yday the squash girls watched this show together. i wonder if this show impacted them or did they just see this is another inspirational movie which we watch together and then forget bout the moral behind it.

they did it all for the love of the game. forging friendships and brotherhood with one another no matter black or white. Discovering more about themselves as young men.

it really teaches us that nothing comes without sacrificing. they sacrificed their family for the whole period of time, their relationships and holidays..............blahblah. and now, the girls are sacrificing their mondays wed and fridays for squash. its real nice to see them coming for training and not giving those stupid and silly excuses to pon training like what i did in the past in netball. ha. and they push all appointments and dates to other timings. real cool. though this is what all sports players does but i think we (or rather i) should not take for granted. =)

this story is so muck like us actuali. only that we dun have two colours but two.... (you know what) and coaches. ha. talking about this i miss mr chan. ha. din see him for so long le. at first the coaches conflict (not really so la. arguments?) den they work together to bring out the best out of the team. is thispossible in us? i dunno.

then in one of the "behind the screens" scene, they say: Participating at a sport at an early age is the start of a lifelong passion. would that be of yours? ha.
tennis is one of my passion. netball MAYB and definitely squash.

NB. the guy whose name is ray in the movie is super charismatic. though he has a short neck. and is the ultimate racist one. ha.

quality 2: charisma

2006-11-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

im gonna blog alot today. to make up for yday.
but first, my leadership journey.

Charisma. something that rachel doesnt posses.
it is the ability to draw people to yourself and make them wanna follow you.

personify these pointers to bring you closer to be charismatic!

love life: be passionate about your life and be like the people you enjoy being with.
putting a "10" on every person's head; expecting the best of them helps others to think more highly of themselves. see the good in others. if you appreciate others, encourage them and help them reach their potential.
give people hope
share yourself: share yourself and yourlife journeys. give yourself, your wisdom, resources and special occasions.

CHARISMA IS OTHERMINDEDNESS: thinking about others and their concerns before oneself.

possible roadblocks:

insecurity
pride;thinking that you are better than others
moodiness: people do not know what to expect from you and never stop expecting.
perfectionism: people respect the desire for excellence, but dread unrealistic expectations.
cynicism: people do not want to be raised on by someone who sees a cloud around their silver lining.

putting a 10 on others head. its not easy to put a perfect 10 on others head but it is even more difficult for the person to perform or behave like a 10 before placing it on his or her head. rach is practical. she needs to see the effort before any 10 given. =( but the roadblocks has definitely helped me know where i can improve on. perfectionism. reminds of ginny's reflections. (private!) but for now, we had set our goals for ourselves and the team and to me it is not unrealistic. but still.... =)

go rachel!

dear God, grant me the strength to control my thoughts and my doubts especially when they are unnecessary. let me trust and love those around me more. And also see their good points more than their bad points for father, you made all of us different. teach me how to accept those that i cant change and change those that i can.

in Jesus name i pray,

Amen.

argh. rach dun like you

2006-11-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

OMN. i dunno why but once i see THAT online, i get super khek.
super lot of unpleasant thoughts will come to mind.
super dun like you.
get out of my sight.
BOOOOOOOOOO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2006-11-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

happ birthday to hoon!
you are born in the zoo!
with the....
seahorse
xiang xiang chipmunk
hamster
horse
gentle giant
wild boar
pig feeding on pau
monkey
lola bunny feeding on strawberry shortcake
sudako with a square head
they all come and kiss you!
(sorry for missing out any)

and on this special day i shall sae: i dun wan hoon already. i wan to change to gentle giant. ha wing just got banished to the rubbish dump but the giant. haha.
i need a 180+ person so gentle giant should be betrothed to me!
haha.
Happy birthday hoon!

DUNK DUNK KILL!!!

2006-11-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

haha. today was a super duper exciting day. ha. the whole class had pw and all those stuff den we went to eat YONG TAU FOO!!! so nice! dunno why the guys dun like it. perhaps the price is slightly on the steep side but still its worth the money! haha. especially the sausage. ha.
then the exciting part came. DUNK JASON HOON!! we laid ambush in T15 for some time then yors truly and david piggy and suihui is supposed to trick him to walk to the canteen via concourse. haha. and something very stupid is that i started asking hoon for his wallet and phone and he just give and merely mention bout not dunking him all those. haha. then suddenly those guys started chionging out and threw that frog to join xiao bai =) ha. den of all the boys, hoon chose to sabo david who was supposed to lend him his underwear and clothes. haha. blur king! never choose soosoo that super big hum chi. haha. and dumbass john slip and fell on his bottoms. ha. zai. den when we thot everything was over, they started carrying soo soo from the canteen which was so fascinating cause they can hardly catch that hum chi. and it was quite fake actualli on second thoughts. he din struggle at all nor did he attempt to hug anyone and i somehow saw them carrying him easily from the side of the bookshop. ha. but i din think much bout it. then a ultra san batt person was filming the whole process when someone said: come closer and the san batt went over and the next moment they were like pulling her shoes and socks. ha. screams pierced through the atmosphere and some BRAINDEAD CUM USELESS SOCCER GUYS shouted some stuff which definitely cant be anything nice. (ha. perhaps studying for their R papers. **S**S). madness. luan luan lai.
Rachel is ultra scared of fishes, especially fat ones like xiao bai. so please dun attempt anything funny in the future.

the movie is so nice!! haha. fighting for the people while betting your life. struggling and lowering your self esteem to stay as a family, not breaking your promise to anyone. POP POP BANG. KILL YOU!!! POMB! DIE! haha. tired already. tml gonna be pw again... cant wait for monday to come =)

SQUASH

2006-11-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

today we had training again.
i dunno why but when i was at sharon's door, suddenly i felt as if "i was taking a walk". (not all would get that). i alwaes have doubt on her actions, her speech. whether it is true. i guess this is a very big problem with me. i can never get wad is going on in other's mind and sometimes i may think too much into it that actuali things are much simpler. haha. but still, i have to try to encourage the heart (that's like the only thing i learnt from clic). haha. i guess one of my personal aims is to touch her heart. but i guess that can only be done with His powers. haha.
then we chilled at piggy's home for like sosososos long, bridging our way through for such a long time. haha. but the main thing is when we looked thru all that princess's accessories and wore them in such a clashing manner that we look like LC AUNTY CHRISTMAS TREES with no dress sense. haha. especially sh! she was like so overly accessorised, with rings and bracelets on both hands. haha. and we ate noodles which is made by YOURS TRULY and then, i know how nooby piggy is in cooking. haha. oh my niang. she is the ultimate tai tai. so i guess i should make myself as nooby like piggy, so i will be more eligible for the tai tai post. haha.
MUTTON MURTABAK SUCK!!! dun ever eat that. it smells quite gross. haha. and we did something very stupid. we asked if they have beef murtabak. like why in the hell the INDIANS wanna kill COWS to make MURTABAK when they adore them like crazy!haha. i seriously love simpang bedok. haha. it seems to be the squash outing centre. the other time was with da bian ginny me piggy and sh. today with anna mamahan me sh piggy. its a curse! there will alwaes be 5 person! haha.
i dun wanna do that email thing anymore. i dun wanna waste my time there! ha. i wil only give rubbish replies. so people, next time when you send your complains or questions to sonyericsson and you receive a rubbish reply, know that the person who replies you is earning 50 cents everytime he replies you. haha. even if that's a piece of crap reply. BOOOOO

so sudden. like tsunami.

2006-11-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

this is so sudden. i feel so empty and so overcame by an urge of sadness.. ha. wing says she understands this too. but this is definitely not a once a month thing. ha. cuz biologists say women on the whloe ovulate once a month only.
i dun even know the cause of this feeling. but i think this feeling should somehow resemble that of those people who just got ditched or wadsoever. ha. i think i watch too many serials le. haha. its like all in the heart. the sudden cringe in the heart is like so...... torturous. ha. mayb my twin somewhere in the whole is undergoing some heart breaking stuff.
or is it because of the correen mae songs. ha. it should be calming my nerves i thot. perhaps the goong song. haha. i think this is it. ha. so saddening. =( if one day im gonna go through so so so much before being with the one i love, im so gonna die even stepping into the church. ha. and i think i know i wan who to baptise me when i get married but dunno whether it will be in that church.
i think it may be cause of NAGEREN. cuz initially i wanted to tok to him regarding some stuff den he said some other stuff that cause me to lose my mood. he alwaes affect my mood de. and wastes my brain cells to think if his words are true and his intentions, his thoughts blah.

Dear God, please give me the discerning mind to judge this kinda people around me.

no title 1

2006-11-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

OHN!
i sat in front of the com from 1030 till 1700 today, typing in all the same old stuff, classifying it into the different kinds, then find a solution for it on eclear. stupid. ha. and sometimes the emails are so corny and funny. ha. though i did like 70 and have 35 bucks, i suddenly thot of the easy money that i can make from teaching piano. its like one and a half short hour in front of the piano brings me the same amount of money. sia la. so my new ambition of the day (hopefully forever), be a piano teacher. ha.
after diplomas, then we have to choose one path: performance or teaching. haha. AND i can be a tai tai even if i take piano as my career. ha. yay! i found a new ambition =)

BANGLA!!!

2006-11-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

i super cant stand BANGLAS!!!
they are super duper gross.
they cant keep their eyse to themselves.
they touch one another in public.
they have super oily hair
they cross their legs as if they are gonna destroy their own fathers' day.
they dun bathe.
they wear bellbottoms.
BOO BANGLA BOO

bloodsuckers!

2006-11-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

this is like my third entry of the day but im so irritated.
my cousin got a job and so she recommended me to it lo. which is very nice of her la. but then, all the info she provided initially was vv vague. all she said was clear emails of sony ericsson, 50 cents per mail. so i naively thot it is as easy as clearing hotmail emails.
but this is definitely not the case! i went for the briefing and i relised there is much more to that. you still have to try to understnad the emails and then look for a classification for it den an answer for it. den you can send it out. wad a waste of time la. so, next time dun email any question to such organisations cuz those who replies are noobs.
and this is not the point yet. the person says that i cant commit like my cousin and her friends can so he ask me to do the 20 cents one. which i blur blurly said ok that day. but when i talk to my mum bout it today, i realised that the 20 cents one is so dumb and for the same input of time, you get 2.5 less money. who wants it? tml im so gonna tell the guy to give me the better deal or else i dun wanna do le. waste my time.
and he die die also dun wanna let me go despite telling him that i cant make it on mon wed fri and sat. haha. mayb he likes the school: VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE which sounds impressive? haha. and that guy, wears a newbalance shoes and the soles are like coming off and that mere 20 plus plus guy smokes and he stinks. big time. irritating. BOOOO

why must rach work! i wanna be tai tai! wait for my hubby to bring back money can le =(

quality 1:character

2006-11-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

the 21 indispensable qualities of a leader.
ha. matt lent me this book and the stuff inside are rather beneficial. actuali very beneficial if you seriously think about it.

it says that crisis reveals out charcter (which i think is very true) and that adversity makes a person choose one of the 2 paths: character or compromise. and that we mould our character not only for our days here but also developing the soul within us.

your character determines who you are which determines what you see which determines what you do. - let your intentions tally with your words.
we create our own character when we make choices
follower's only trust leaders whose character are not flawed - of you think you are leading and no one if following, then you are only taking a walk.
people who achieve great heights require the bedrock character to sustain them.

of these 3 points, the third point impacted me the most and it set me thinking about alot of stuff and my role in my cca. haha. whether im taking a stroll myself or that we have started to run. rather sad aint it. ha. then there's a reflection part which askes seveal questions all those lo. ha.

ANYWAY! haha. i think i pressed Go too many times then the identical messages keep appearing. sorry!.

the rebourned poodle strikes again!

2006-11-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

haha. not many will get this title.. perhaps oly da jie sheryl and kiatyun. haha. oh well.. a new rach is here again! haha.

ha. gone are the days where i have to wake up 5 minutes earlier to tidy it. gone are the days that i have to buy combs. ha.

i sat on that particular chair for 3.5 hours, not moving. only some occasional rinsing here and there. and i observed several stuffs. ha.

the main stylish there, aka fabian, wore a jeans which barely covers anything. so in other words, i saw his buttocks. haha. not that i wana see but its so obvious! who in the world would wear those jeans without wanting pple to see his ass??!! den later, he bend over to get some stuff den i realised more gross stuff which my aunt and those who went there with me saw too..so its not that i wanna see or wad la. ha.

but still i seriously dun get why people wanna show off their asses. crazy. no wonder he cant get married. (so i guess you will know what the other gross stuff lo. ha. )

oh well.. im still so happy.. haha. with all the sambal sotong and stingray in my tummy and, crayfish, omelette, sushi. ha. fats, welcome home. let mummy give you one big kiss. ha.

oh no! got error

2006-11-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

haha. i just realised that my in my previous entry, there are some greekish latin words. ha. its actuali some open inverted commars etc. those are not swear words or wadsoever kie.. =) im too nice to say those stuff.

today we were supposed to have class outing. actully should say we had class outing. but yours truly felt too sick for the cycling. i thought that i had fever but i really do! ha. 37.9. zai!
oh no. for once i duno wad to say already.
tata!

my pw group!

2006-11-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

im so tired.. trained close to 4 hours today. and my nose is flowing like free and my lymph nodes seems swollen. this feeling is horrendous. ha. but still i wanna share sthg dumb.
my first i and r draft.
hoon says its like super informal and im like blogging to mr hoe.

this is it!.
The idea of “Film Buffs in Action” (FBiA) was a very random thought by me. I was watching television programmes when it suddenly stroked me that I can suggest a film-based reality programme that resembles American Idol since we were still on the brainstorming process. Then, we consulted our interviewee, Mr Linus Lim and he said it may be feasible and gave us several reasons. Initially, we had several ideas such as organizing film camps and screening local short films before movies. But due to the feasibility and the inability to reach out to the masses, we gave up the ideas and settled for a budget film-based competition reality programme.

Initially we planned a timetable where we did follow it closely. However as time passes, we started to do last minute work and the following day, most of us would be dozing off during lessons.
Our group adopted the method of distributing the writing of the WR to only certain group members while others will only aid in the contribution of ideas. I think this methodology is rather effective in a way that the editors do not have to do double work and edit the materials written by group members who have a lower proficiency of English. (BLAH).

In comparison to other groups in the class, my group seems to be the only group that purely does work, forgoing all the supposed “group bonding” times. I remember during one of our meetings, I suggested having a schedule planned, where we will work and relax at certain time. Then, without a second thought, Shushan straightaway said, “No!” and gave many reasons. The other group members gave the disappointed yet “I expected this coming” expression. Although there was no “relax’ timeslots, we had several discussions where we shared our perspective on issues such as the creation of mankind. From these sessions, I understand my group members’ personality better and their perception of many issues.

In this group, we had several role-playing sessions where I would be the person-in-charge from Mediacorp and I am supposed to criticize on the programme, FBiA. That was one of the most interesting and beneficial times as we are able to brainstorm for more criticism of our programme and I could see how my fellow group members struggled to answer some of the questions.

In conclusion, from these eight months of project work, I have definitely understood more about the local film industry. Also, skills such as communication were better grasped. I learnt how to listen to other ideas and not forcefully push across mine. Due to the role of being the critic of the idea, I had definitely learnt to be more critical over points that are presented. Lastly, I learnt how to work more efficiently and effectively in a team and in the meantime learning to work better individually.
(507)

but i changed it totally. so its rather zai now. haha.
oh my niang. ha.i still think the shushan's part is funnny.. ha. its true though. ha.
but my pw is quite fun at times.. we took loads of random pic with distortions. ha.

Shushan looks so scary in the one on the right and wing as a bee hive head.. like a olden time tai tai. but still, we had some nice nice pic.

DAVID! send me others! and all the best for Chinese!

i gotta mention this: MAmashan is a super duper big lu chi. haha.

loads of random stuff

2006-11-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

sister just said that im lousy in such stuff. ha. but i dun really care le.. the skill shall come to me soon. i hope. ha. usually rach would say: then you dun read la! ha. but this is my sister so i shall be nicer to him: GO AWAY! PORKGAY! (shanghai-ese lang! im zai).

i just finished my I&R but hoon said it is too informal and i seems to be blogging there rather than writing my I&R.. my pw grade is so gonna die die die. loads of funny stuff there too.ha.

oh well.. just chatted with mr couch potato an i realised that actuali what i look for in a partner is vv shallow and unpractical. ha. he din spell it out neither did he imply it but usually when i talk to others, then i would think about it more. i always say that i wanna become a tai tai. ha. cuz im lost in the career thing despite the talks and career guidance that i received. something that i can be sure of is: I WILL NEVER BECOME A BUSINESS-WOMAN. ha. that industry seems so scheming and false.. esp when i have such an example near me. some people may get wad i mean =) Back to the topic! i wanna be a tai tai. yar. so by right i need to person who earns an income which is above average. but i have so so so many other criteria!
first and the most imp: he has to be a christian. (but not those super scary ones: er jie will get it..mayb the DURA family?)
haha. then i suddenly realised why am i thinking of a partner for life when im not attached or wadsoever?
haha. then i recalled what esther said: if you are not going to marry the person you are dating with, then why date? ha.
but on the otherhand, my criteria for a partner for life and the criteria for a stead is different! so what am i supposed to do? a good husband may not be a good bf wad?! ha. im so confused now. so silly. mamahan passed me this disease.

and!!! i dunno what i wanna be in the future now.. quite depressing. i had always worked towards the goal of being a gynaecologist. but after all the university talks, i realised that at the rate im going, its really CMi. the 3 A's criteria is sufficient to kick me out. then the interview. which i guess i will not be able to think. next the essays!!! damn. how can rach write impresive essays when she barely makes the mark for GP? ohmyniang. somebody guide me please..
then i thot of being a piano teacher also. but now my fingers are like so stiff and dying soon.. cant even do smooth scales now. how how how.
next alternative is teacher. i totally detest such jobs and it just means that you will most prob become a lao chu nv in the future like many teachers nowadays (not the case in VJ actuali)..

im so lost.. =(

yar yar!!! suddenly thot of something SUPER funny.
one day ignatious (i shall put up one nice pic with his face soon. apparently we dun take pic with him.) said sthg like training me to be some national squash player. ha. once i heard that i laugh till i almost cant breathe. ha. rach? sports as career? nonono. it will bring you to no where... you will still need some other jobs to bring in the basic income ma.. ha. its still so funny. but i bet he was joking. my standard is like sai sai.. =( its like i need someone to push the standard further... i doubt self trg will be of much help.i guess it will only help me to improve very very slowy.
this is another long long entry lo. sorry!

nua-ism

2006-11-01T13:21:00.000+08:00

oh my niang.. rachel is so tired today though she slept for a full 11 hours. and she has so much to do but she is too tired ad sick for everything. i need to do my homework! but i dunno where to start from.
ultimate nua-ism.
somebody save me.. im thinking of too much stuff that i dunno where to start from. and i suddenly thot of my ambition and what am i gonna do after i leave VJ.
i need to find a husband and be a bride at 19.. haha. like cai jing. i wun mind that!

yay!

2006-10-31T22:27:00.001+08:00

haha.. at last its done!
fine..all thanks to Jason! the one who banished me to the couch..haha.
(oh anyway the first entry is written by him cause he insist on placing his mark on all my possessions).
oh my niang i have so much say! gonna burst! my life has been to exciting once the PROMOS end. haha. i guess this is my last promos of my life?!
to those who love to read others blog: you are so gonna die under my fingers! rach will type and type like there's no tommorrow!haha. so high.

oh yar. im SUPPOSED to say this: yinghan the gr8 is great! wadever girl. ha

YAY! i shall start with what i did since sunday!
i had been chionging GOONG and its so boring.. esp the last few disc. only the second half of disc 23 and the whole disc 24 is interesting. ha. cant believe that i stayed up till 4am for those few pieces of VCD! (before i forget! THANKS YUNZHEN FOR THE VCD! GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O'S) oh well.. lv is seriously super good looking. haha. and its really sweet and brave to sacrifice for those who you love. and you gotta think and be discerning towards those who are around you even if they seem to be your close friends. haha. MUST watch the show. i mean the 23 and 24 episodes only. i think i spent too much time trying to change some stuff on this blog that my SHIN and LV passion is dying off. next on the list, FULL HOUSE! it's seriously nice. haha.
>END OF GOONG.

today we had pw OP rehearsal too! actuali i think i look forward to OP. i think its the most fun part of the hwole of PW.. esp when my group is the chiongsters.. haha. but wing would always say that her seniors tell her that its the worst part of OP. haha. but the terrible part is still the Q and A. today my hoe bomb us with so many ques (of which i think 40% of the questions was created by ourselves). haha. its was quite exciting initially, not until the lactic acid starts accumulating in my BEAUtiful legs. haha. then i started to play with matt. ha. oh well. and one questioni will remember: wad is a feature film. oh my niang. haha.

TRAINING was quite cool today. actuali only the last part. actuali i love those kinda sharing stuff.. haha. it allows us to know what one another is thinking better and i dun have to play the guess game which usually fails. ha. i guess VJC squash is a cca which trains for stronger team spirit but not those achievements and glory that a normal vj sports cca yearns for. GOGOGO!! im loving the team more and more, loving papa chan more and more and the sport. thank God for the chance to play squash!

(anna and mamahan is missing...we shall take another nice nice pic.)

haha. i suddenly recall the day that i went for the squash tryouts. ha. then right after that i went for hockey's. haha. and actuali i went for squash cuz of some reasons which i think is rather stupid but by God's grace, he kept me here, playing for his glory =) and yar! celine was like reeeel nice that day. ha. for once. haha. oh well. and i was quite "attracted" by her poise and elegance with the tinge of sportyness. haha. then after the few months, i suddenly changed my mind and decided to stay in squash and give up the other. haha. the seniors were rather taken aback by it cuz they thought i will definitely go to the other side because of all the fame and glory that they enjoy. haha. i guess if i stayed there, i may have gotten a trophy? who wants it anyway. haha. a bonded squash team is much better than the momentary joy and pride. thank God for the wisdom and decisiveness!
haha. my seniors! love them loads too. haha. they were one of the factors made me choose squash but in the end i realise that i was quite dumb cuz they are soon gone. ha. celine is the one beside me! the old lady with hairband. second from the right. ha

i shall go analyse the stuff that we discussed today and improve on it! haha.
GOGOGO girls =)

Roar

2006-10-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

ROAR!
Wo Shi Rachel !
Wo Shi Smelly Chipmunk !
Wo Sleep on Couch !
Wo Hen Scary !
Wo Owe Jason a meal !
Wo Thank Jason !
ROAR!